~a gloomy sunday morning~

Hello everyone ^^ we’re Sunday and it's raining like hell!! Too much wind and Monday is going to be worst! I have a test tomorrow in Law and Economy, and Of course I haven't done a thing!! I hate school! Seriously I'm glad to finally graduate but I feel like I'm wasting my life each single day! I woke up the morning go to school stay there 'till 6pm and come back home! Aaaaaaah hate that routine! Some people say: aah teenager's life is the best! Well I DON'T think so!! That's what old people say because their adult life becomes such a MESS! If I was one of those smart girls who go out to clubs and parties and think they are having fun well I won't think that teenager life sucks that much... I'd like to go once in a while to a night party but my parents would kill me -_-" I'm not 18 I'm a girl and...Blablabla so I learnt to shut my mouth and not even ask them to go to clubs with my friends or not... I can't even go out a Saturday evening nor sleep at a friend's house so...why waste my time trying to convince such parents (I absolutely love them of course!)... Aaah why am I writing these stuff now! Ah yeah because I'm upset lol! My father few minutes ago was like: You spend you're time watching silly movies next to that fucking computer! go study! You won't graduate like this... -____-" so I went to sit next to "my fucking computer" and began to write this xD ooooh god can't wait the end of this year!! I feel so miserable! I wasn't smart enough to go to a S class (Science Math and Physics...are my enemy) but I miss those classes!! I used to be so good at Science, I hated Physics but I miss those laboratory classes wearing those white clothes... >< st="on">Lot of stupid Barbie girls (yep all the smart and normal people went to L/S/ES or accounts ...the loosers => Marketing .....) 3 boys only, the show off type the drug addict type and finally a gay... I have nothing against gay people... but this one is absolutely.... no comment! If he was just cute or something and normal... he is so weird... well bummer... my school life now SUCKS ...ah and apparently guys around me think I’m the not the out-going type and that I don’t want to have a boyfriend that I hate parties…" AAAAAAAAH!! so 1st of all I'm not unassertive I'm not that shy I'm normal I just don't like hanging out with boys I’m not interested in and I CAN’T go out to parties late at night because of my parents…plus I’m not really interested…!!! That’s so funny the boys who think like this of me don't even know who I am!! Sometimes I don't even know them! Some of them are fat others are nerds and the majority spends their days hitting on girls like "hey u/pss pss (yep they think girls are dogs or something...)"smoking (smoking just in order to show off I ABSOLUTELY HATE IT) I simply don't like swanky people ^^! I'm hungry! I haven't eaten breakfast yet... mum hid my chocolate cereals because she said "you will gain weight... I think I should stop eating that thing… I really want to loose 10 pounds!!! ><> Oh I wrote enough for a first time... I don't know if people will read my stuff...but well I spend lot of time next to my laptop so I thought having a diary on the internet with be much better than a real one ... so ^^// cheers people! ~ ^^